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too all the shitty-heads & knuckle-heads of the earth

last time i wrote here was at the beginning of last puasa
see how time flies, and see how lazy and fat i’m getting
writing this needs energy, a lot of ideas and concentration LOL
i can talk rubbish all day, but who’s gonna listen anyway
it’s already 2007 and my now my gf even created another blog for herself
owh i’m so into this right now
i mean NOW and this moment only
after this, you’ll have to wait for another year for an entry

been undergoing my practical at a consultant in ipoh for almost 2 months now
small place, small allowance, lots of craps
an OT there won’t give u any cent
see what ipoh offered me, NUTHIN!
i would have preferred going to sunway at the first place if not for my dad who half-forced me to stay
two malays, two indians and a bunch load of chinese - that’s racism dude

new year = new resolution, NOT!
what i would love to have this year is to get married, have 5 kids and live a long and happy life
is that too hard to get?
well that depends actually on where my love life would take me this year
it was never easy, yet we must always hold on to what we held dear
owh i’m so in the mood for love, but who to love?
that’s for u to wonder

but as far as i can see it, or even experienced it, love can only brings you to two places:

• eternal happiness
• absolute darkness plus the pain, tears, anger, etc

not to mention along the way, u’ll be facing with obstacles, bound to make u doubt or even regret ur actions and decisions
then what will u do to overcome it
will u succumb & fall, or will u survive & appreciate every second u spend with them
well darkness isn’t as bad as u think it would be
sometimes it’s better to stay in the dark, because in the dark there may be fear but there’s also hope
so u choose ur life, u choose ur destiny
i dun want to be a part of it, cause mine is already complex as it is ;p
but still, i appreciate her with all my heart, and i do hope she appreciates me too nonetheless

well i’m certainly would be keeping a yearly blog

most people do this everyday but i’m too busy to do anything
i don’t even have time to bath..owh fark dah pukul 10
break mandi jap..
i want to write this to that i won’t have to write for another year

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owh wait
been rummaging through my pics and found this
a snipet of what i looked like over the years
mai pun only saw one of these
kutuk as u please but honestly, i’m cuter when i’m younger
                          like JT ha? i am a super noob in putting this up together

                          anybody can make this nicer? i’ll gladly take the offer

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now to waste my unlimited-not-so-precious time i play dota
and some utp nutcase re-introduced me to MtG (Magic the Gathering)
i played that when i was in f2 up until f5 before i stopped due to lack of interest, not to mention the lack of money i had back then
now i’m wasting my money on those things
ahh fark, i’m lacking ideas to write..ohh lupe blum mandi
laters!

i took this from an episode of grey’s anatomy

Lying is bad or so we’re told, constantly, from birth.
Honesty is the best policy.
The truth shall set you free.
The fact is, lying is a necessity.
We lie to ourselves because the truth well the truth freaking hurts.
But here’s the truth about the truth, it hurts.
So we lie.   

that’s just wrong
u don’t lie to the people you love how much they hurt u, or u hurt them
that’s just wrong
but u can always lie to protect them
u can lie because you love them
but the same thing will always happen, u’ll be sinned, haha
that story is just so great, they won an award last night for the best series
the way they blend every aspect of the real world is so awesome
humour + romance + emotions <– how to make this sounds nicer?
ahh i’m just running out of ideas
that’s it
see u nx year!

so guys
have great sex along with the booze
and don’t forget to pray that GOD won’t sent u to hell
but then again, it’s just fucking impossible
u’ll die and rot in hell..opss..u won’t die..just rot and tortured again and again
the angel of death is everywhere, so beware

have fun living ur short life people!

assalamualaikumwarahmatullah.